one of my life journey, lets see where will it leads me huh ;)

yah kerja apa skrg?

oh, jd Finance Executive

aicehhh

dah berapa lama kerja?

4 hari.. hehe

   Wah, finance executive. nama jwtn mcm gempak en. haha. peluang nak dpt kan kerja ni pon for me lah utk org yg spm pon tak lepas lagi, rasanya mcm susah je nak dpt. sbb tu lah keputusan nak kerja ni pon smpai berpeluh2, air mata mengalir semua ada sebab bercanggah dgn plan tak mo kerja lagi utk bulan 3 ni, ingtkan bulan 3 nak rehat sat, siapkan lesen, nak masuk kelas tafsir AlQuran, and the most important thing is to spend time with family esp kakyongedik and afiq azfar yg skrg bersekolah di Pahang. Pahang wei, bukannya dekat tu. tapi sbb kerja ni sndiri yg sbtu ahad cuti, public hols cuti, kerja 9-5 je, so rasanya ada lah kan time lebih2 nak buat benda lain juga. solat istikaroh dah, doa pon dah. jd mungkin ini lah kot yg terbaik, insyaAllah..



as for now, im like-ing my job bcs first, i know a lot of new things and ''new things" yg i never expect to know or even kisah about it before, which is, loan, or, overlapping, or bak kata akak the right word is- refinancing ke hapabenda tah who cares? org tahu over lap so be itt. tak perlu pening2 palo dak? and secondly, its quite challenging as i have to find customers and try my best to convinve them on having service from us. which actually, im a lil bit not happy with this lah bcs sometimes boleh je kita nak try persuade dia buat overlap dgn kita, nak convince dia mcm2 so that dia buat loan tu dgn kita tp mslhnya, kesian kot.. kdg2 kita nmpk au stgh2 kes yg kalau dia buat dgn kita mcm lagi tak berbaloi sgt but mostly berbaloi lah cuma dlm jangka masa yg pendek mmg dia rugi lah tp dlm jangka masa yg pjg insyaAllah dia untung besar. tapi tulah, nak tunggu payment siap dlm berapa tahun yg dia pinjam tu misal kata dia amek 20 tahun, takkan 20 tahun kot dia nak merana gaji drpd 1500 tggal 200? anak bini nak makan apa? so kalau kes cmtu che biar lepas je lahh kan? biar Yg Maha Kuasa satisfied, bukan bos, betui dak?



TAPII

masalah dan kegeraman skrg ni ialah bila diri sendiri tak paham lagi kat mana dia potong interest tu? arghh

yea, i like this job but i dont love it. it is good for my knowledge and skills, and make me expose to the world and people's ragam. but for my soul, naah.

lets turn it to be one good working experience, see one part of the world, see it differently, not just the money.

*baru perasan, tak tulis pon pasal kerja masa kat ADNI dulu pdhal the kids are so wonderful. ahh so bad so bad. next time i will. i will! insyaAllah