push yourself beyond the limits

hai semua :) masuk ni dah kali kelima tulis padam tulis padam sbb dah lama sgt tak update so skill nak menulis pon dah merajuk. so tu kira pujuk balik lah, warm up kan sikit. tp biasalah, mcm sukan, bila dah lama tak main, performance pon menurun, serupa lah dgn situasi saya skrg ini jd kalau ayat mengarut2, boleh tekan butang exit TAPI, lepas dh habis baca sampai perenggan akhir ye. terima kasih. sy berada dalam dilema skrg ini di mana sy nak wirte in english tapi saya suka tulis dlm bhs melayu. takkan nak buat dwibahasa pula kan kat sini, mmg tak dapek lah. so i just write like my heart lah kan (sukahati)

SPM is just around the corner, i really have got to work my butt to achieve my goals, which is straight A's and which when i still failed my science subjects on the last test. i know ive spoiled my form 4 years though i realized that its important for me not to play around back then but it just happened without me noticing that i only got another 5 months before answering those intricate paper that technically will lead to my future. sigh, seriously, so sad. how fast time flies kan, i cant imagine my life without school? fuyoh? :,(
now i just have to bite the bullet. my friends good performance in exam intimidate me to study harder, though sometimes i feel so ashamed of myself, ive got my backbones that always support me and keep telling me that i can do it. everything is right infront of your eyes Farah, you just have to grab it. you cannot get more until you are more.

"Teachers open the door, but you must enter by yourself"

my mid year examination is next week. and it will finish after like half month, gila lama kan. this time, im going to struggle like unusually me. insyAllah. i hope my mood doesnt fluctuate like typical Farah. this is a big venture Farah, kalau kau boleh buat gila ah. make your dreams come true Farah, its not too late and its never too late. um well, if it is pon, its better late than never kan. prove to the boastful people who always look down on you, make your parents proud of you Farah, stop them from worrying about you at all times. by hook or by crook  CAIYOK!

aha that paragraph is more to myself. yelah bayangkan mcm semangat gila nak study, dah duduk baca2, tak sampai 30 minit kepala dah terangguk2, mata tanpa disedari dah tertutup, tampar muka sikit terbuka balik, baca lagi, mata tertutup lagi, so okay lah tidur sekejap lepas ni bangun balik. tidur tidur tiba2 dah pagi. hmh memang, bangun terus sbnrnya

i just watched ADAMAYA this evening, and hoi, seronok gila :D comel sgt budak perempuan tu, gila terror berlakon okay. unfortunate me, the series are playing at evening, where most of my class tuitions are at the same time. nak tengok kat internet ada pula masa. cano? :,(

i love HUGH DARCY ! ♥ ♥ ♥

i will be missing this huge pornstar, you want a getaway? you have it now, just dont get me away from your mind. and from your heart too. fulfill yr promise to call me aite. i wanna know how a manja girl can live on her own foot haha :P i know yr attitudes girl, you are a new blood there so bare that in yr mind, jgn galak sangatt. kecuali jumpa laki hensem terus call yah okay *wink* haha

PROBLEM WITH THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE WHO WERE ACTUALLY EXIST ON THE EARTH
wow, ada juga orang mcm ni rupanya. oi, stop annoying people cos you are so not cool like that? jangan nak menyibuk sgt lah dlm hidup orang lain. kepada kau kau kau dan kau, takde kwn sendiri ke hah? lepas tu nk bajet2? ish? lepas tu pergi sekolah jgn ponteng kelas sivik, belajar adab2 menumpang di rumah orang. kalau cikgu sivik tak masuk, kelas agama kan ada. alasan apa lagi nak bagi, tudung terbakar? kena gigit tikus? ish. lepas tu rasa malu lah sikit bila dah buat salah dgn orang, boleh pula nak tunjuk2 muka dan berbaik2 dgn kawan2 kpd org yg kita dah buat salah tu? mcm apa kau, tak perlu tau? dah lah obvious. menyampah deeeeeeennnnnnnnnnn




tuition is now my second-home. but i had funs. i just love to talk with Miegha, cracks up jokes with Iylia Yassshh and Shahizah mostly. not forgetting Shira and the others, Qisse too and that noisy Tira. also Nadia yg dah lama gila tak dtg pasal softball (goodluck girl) and dak2 TAMAN keramat tuuu, haha they were funny i tell you. Debab Buntal & Saodah co. library is a promise date every after school, with my baby girlssss 

okayyy idea dah hilang dan terbang dan terbang. nak tunggu sayap dia patah dan jatuh semula mmg lambat lah an so ye, berakhir di sini saja coretan saya utk kali ini. jgn risau, lagi sikit je anda boleh peras the exit button tu. juga tahniah kpd anda, krn telah bersabar mmbaca post saya yg merepek ini. bagus, sabar itu sbhgn drpd iman. bertambah sabar, bertambah lah iman. haha ok ok, bye :)


can you believe that i wrote this post like 1 hour and 30 minutes? -_-