MY NAME IS FARAH NABILAH A.R. AND THIS IS A LOVE SHARING. WELCOME AND MAY PEACE BE UPON YOU :)

Thursday, October 13, 2011

mindset

bismillahirrahmanirrohim

hari ini hampir stgh hari ana di NSK Selayang. Alhamdulillah, spjg buat kerja kat sana, Allah buka mata ana utk lihat sendiri perkara yg tak mungkin ana lebih yakin tanpa melihatnya sendiri.

bila bercakap ttg pendatang asing, kbykan org kita tarik muka.

"penyibuk" "mcm takde negara sendiri" "curi rezeki orang"

ye mmg benar, ini negara kt. mmg benar, mrk warga asing. mmg benar, kbykan mrk dtg ke sini utk mncari rezeki. tp ingatkah kita, bhw.ini.bumi.Tuhan. sedarkah kita, mereka itu juga insan samaa seperti kita. oleh itu, cuba kita lihat dr segi kemanusiaannya sendiri. cuba bygkan kalau kita lah, mesti lagi prefer nak kerja kat tanah air sendiri kan. tempat di mana kita lahir, membesar, di mana semua org ckp bahasa yg kita faham dan difahami. maka semua pon lebih memahami. tp disebabkan desakan kehidupan, mrk2 ini terpaksa berhijrah utk sara hidup. utk bina kehidupan yg lebih baik. dan atas faktor inilah, kita sendiri boleh prove dgn mata kasar kita sendiri, nilai dan mutu kualiti kerja yg mereka bagi.

they work really hard. bcs they know, they need the money. even it is just a little. cuba kita lihat pula pd org kita. bukan ana nak memperkecilkan org kita sndiri, tp utk kita jadikan pengajaran dan teladan. krn hakikatnya org kita ni terlalu manja dgn subsidi2 and opportunities yg kerajaan sediakan utk kita so kt ambil sambil lewa je dgn peluang2 yg ada dpn mata. yg kita boleh grab mcm tu je pdhal warga lain perlu berlari, memecut, memanjat just to get that peluang. bila bagi job, nak jawatan tinggi2 nak status over the pagar je. bila bagi tugasan, buat takat siapp je itu pon bagi byk alasan bila kena complain. sama juga la mcm student2 U yg dh dpt peluang nk smbung blaja tp assignment suruh org lain buatkan, blaja tak bersungguh2 sbb dia tauu, kerajaan blh tolong. ok ni dah agak melencong sbb ikut perasaan bila teringat stgh2 org kita yg tak faham erti 'penghargaan'

tadi dekat NSK, ana tolong bestfriend ana Siti Naquiah, buat survey harga barang2. masa tu ana tgh nak tulis harga kuew teow tp price tag dia tak clear. dah pudar. so ana tye lah sorang pekerja lelaki yg kebetulan ada kat situ. dia tgh buat kerja dgn sorang lg kawan dia. bila ana minta tolong dia pon cuba lah utk tgok brpe hrga kuew teow tu, bila lama tak dpt jwpn, kwn dia yg tadi buat kerja dgn sorang lg kwn dia yg jauh sikit drpd situ dtg sekali, sebab nak tahu apa masalah and NAK TOLONG SEKALI selesaikan masalah customer sorang ni. bila dh lama belek2, buat short meeting dgn bhs yg ana tak fhm kat situ, end up kwn dia sorang ni angkut kuewteow tu bawa pg mana ana tak tahu tp bila dia balik, jwpn sudah ada dlm otak dia. tak ke rajin dan mesra pelanggan tu?

itu satu, dua. ana nak cari bhgian roti tp tak jumpa. tau2 jelah NSK selayang tu gabak mana. so ana pon tye lah sorang pekerja yg kebetulan juga ada kat situ. ana tye kat mana eh bhgian roti.

oh roti? sini
tgh dia dok atas tangga tu letak2 brang, boleh stop buat kerja, dia tuuurun tangga tu, jalan sekali tunjuk kat ana bgian roti tu. mak aii bang oi, baik terlebih ni, just cakap je pon saya dah berterima kasih apatah lagi turun jalan semua ni. subhanAllah

and ada lah lagi 2 3 perkara yg buat ana rasa nak belanja je diorang semua sbb dgn bersemangat dan nampak lah wajah ikhlas diorang, susah2 tolong kitorang. and they also are very coorperative with each other.

itu jelah ana nk cerita sbnrnya. bukan ana nak meng-exxagerate-kan diorang ni. tidak sama sekali. cuma ana nak lah kita ambil nilai2 murni yg ada kat diorang ni walaupun diorang ni warga asing. walaupun warna kulit berbeza. bukan tiada org kita yg mcm ni. adaaa. mmg ada. tp tak salah kan utk kita tahu dan teladani perkara ni utk kt menambah dan memperbaik mutu kualiti diri kita sebagai warganegara Malaysia sendiri ?



*ana sbnrnya nak close post ni dgn ayat AlQuran atau hadis tp ana tak dpt nak recall ayat brpe surah brpe, hadis riwayat siapa so ana tak boleh main sesuka hati je letak. ye, diri ini masih terlalu kecil. terlalu kecil utk dunia yg besar. apatah lagi dgn pengetahuan. pengetahuan yg dimana, dibentangkan satu lautan luas, maka celuplah satu jari mu di dalamnya dan angkat lah ia. pengetahuan di mana takat itu shj lah pngetahuan manusia dan pengetahuan Allah meliputi seluruh lautan itu. byk lagi yg perlu diperbaiki, yg perlu digapai. 


doakan ana.. 


assalamualaikum

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

u.j.i.a.n

bismillahirrahmanirrahim


ujian.. somehow i realize that, Allah turunkan ujian tu pd benda2 yg kita concern almost the most. u see, for example, a person, yg mmg very worried and concern about her studies, tiba2 something happened ke towards her tht makes her result not as what she expected, or anything lah kan. though that person has tried his/her best to get the best result tp Allah turunkan ujian yang pasti, pasti ada pelajaran di sebalik ujian itu. another person pula, yg ada masalah dgn seorang insan yg dia sayangi, lets say kekasih hati and something goes wrong somewhere about the relationship. even how hard u try to solve it but there is time when unexpected things happen in future bcs of the uncontrollable factor. in short, the ujian, always revolve around those or things you concern about. or not, YET. 


in the end, the believers will turn to Him again.


maka, bersabar lah.. 


dan sabar itu pula ada tiga iaitu


1) sabar dalam menunaikan perintah Allah
2) sabar dalam meninggalkan serta menjauhi larangan Allah
3) sabar dalam menghadapi ujian yg menyayat hati


kebanyakan manusia selalu kata sabar bila ujian menimpa. tapi ketahuilah sabar dalam menunaikan perintah Allah dan meninggalkan larangan Allah, lebih tinggi darjatnya dr sabar yg ke3. 


contohnya, seorg perempuan yg baru memakai tudung, maka bersabar lah menurut perintah, nah kalau dia tidak bersabar, baru kena perli atau ejek dgn kawan2 sudah geram rasanya goyah imannya nescaya tdung yg dipakai itu dicabut. betul tak? 

"...hanya orang2 yg bersabarlah yg disempurnakan pahalanya tanpa batas
39 : 10

oleh itu kawan2, what im trying to emphasize here, mungkin selama ni kita asyik nasihat org lain, or ingatkan diri kita supaya bersabar hanya apabila ada ujian menimpa kita. tp ingat lah, dlm kita melaksanakan perintah Allah, dlm kita meninggalkan larangan Allah itu adanya sabar yg menguatkan kita supaya terus2 an istiqomah. dan sabar itu lah yg lebih tinggi darjatnya. 

aku bangkit dari lena
sabar itu - 
dibina.utk.membina

Saturday, October 8, 2011

you..

cuba bgtau sikit. mcm mana you dari powerpuff girl boleh tukar jd ultraman hah?

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hmm kawan :) sbnrnya, bukan lah dia berubah jd ultraman. bukan juga superman. tp mungkin..

berubah kembali mjadi manusia biasa.
ye, kembali kpd fitrah..

powerpuff girl mahupun ultraman, realitinya, kedua2 nya bukan realiti. hidup dlm dunia yg tiada arah tujuan serta panduan hidup yg tetap. setinggi mana pon mereka terbang, namun tak pernah boleh melepasi langit yg terbentang luas. tak pernah jumpa penghujungnya bukan. penat.. mengejar suatu yg tidak hakiki

oleh itu, kembali lah pd fitrah.

fitrah yg suka kan hidup yg tenang. fitrah manusia, agama apa pun mereka, sudah menjadi fitrah suka kan kebaikan, suka kan kejujuran, suka kan kebahagiaan dalam kehidupan.

namun, kebahagiaan yg dicari, adakah terhenti dalam kehidupan di dunia shj?

anda diberi pilihan. anda penentunya.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Allah itu Maha Penyayang. sungguh

i just realize that whenever we want to do anything, say bismillah. as whatever we do in this world is nothing but to get the redho from Allah and we do it bcs of Him and with His permission. so yea, 

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
i'll make it a practise, insyaAllah :)

so, i would actually like to share a story. happened to me last few days. which i think might be good and have some virtue that we can get from

last Thursday, i had my Sociology and Anthropology marathon quiz. the lecturer did explain the instruction about it but i can't hear her very well. well i was not really focusing actually. yea thats what will happen when you study last minute and still trying to memorize even it's already time to start the quiz. ngeh. and so what i understood was that we will be having 2 hours quiz on that day, and for the last 15-minutes, we can refer to the book. memang best gilak lah kan. and  for next week, we will have another one hour quiz. so i proceed with answering. few minutes later, i heard lecturer answering one student's question. she said 'yes, write your final answer in pen'. thus i followed that instruction. answering almost 15 x 5 plus 5 x 5 which isss

where is the phone. searching for calculator...

oh ya, 100 questions! and there are about 35 questions that i circled cause im thinking of checking them in the book for the last 15 minutes. thanks to Allah, i got some misunderstanding in one question and i recheck about the last 15 minutes open book to the lecturer, asking her is it true. 

'oh no Farah, that is for another one hour, next week'

my god! ye ke? so i rushed answering the 'in about 35 ques' left. and yemmy there were a buuundleee of questions which i actually acknowledge but i forgot the term and some of the ques confused me. i can totally find the answer in a spur of time if i can open the book cause i really know them! i just forgot the term. argh. and there you go, i finished answering almost all of them, using pen. i was quite anxious when some of the students asking lecturer if they can go back early and postpone the duration for the next quiz. really anxious actually, but i just put it aside, does not really matter in this critical minutes

me, Syahiirah and Halim were the last persons to leave the class. Syahiirah checked in the book whether her answer is right or wrong and asked me what did i answer for this que this que. suddenly, a voice being heard

'wey yang korang nak risau2 ni asal, next week kan ada lagi one hour'

and my inner self feedback sounds like 

'la, next week kan quiz lain pula. oh maybe she means nxt week buat betul2 la so blh cover yg ni. ok i get it'

hence, walking happily with Amrah, did our consultation for speaking test with English lecturer, done our prayer and finally bought foods for dinner.

wow, nasi lemak pandan. green in colour. sniff sniff. smells goooood

'jom Amrah, beli nasi hijau ni'

'jommm'

'eh Nini, beli ni juga' my question to one of my classmate while dipping the rice and choosing side dishes.

'yup. eh td lambatnya korang keluar. kau jawab semua eh?'

'aah. asal? boleh ke -tak jawab- semua?'

'laa next week kan jwb booklet yg sama'

'haaaa?!!!!' 

'la, kau tak tahu ke. kita sebenarnya ada 3 jam. tadi 2 jam je. so, next week sambung lagi satu jam. and last 15 minutes boleh refer buku. kau jawab guna pen ke tadi? semua?'

'ha laah. maknanya boleh tukar lah next week jwpn2 aku tu?'

'haa tak boleh lah. sebab madam akan tanda hari ni. kiranya kalau kau dah guna pen, itu final answer kau, and madam akan tanda semua tu, kau tak boleh tukar dah. unless kau guna pensel or tinggal tempat kosong, itu consider kau x jawab lagi la'

my heart beat faster. i felt like being punched in the gut. i felt so low, i felt so frustrated i felt so dumb so idiot so bangang so and so on lah. ya Allah.. with watery eyes, i just end the conversation there. i turned to Amrah. we both have paid for the nasi hijau, i walked away from the kiosk, directing back to mahallah from this boys mahallah. my face was closed with books that im holding. i cant stand this any longer

tears rolled down on my cheek

dropped, and keep on droping..

i cant stop this im sorry! Amrah was all shocked, asking me what happened and tried to coax me.

im sorry i could not handle these tears. there is no hope left. everyone is going to get full marks and im not one of them while actually i can be one of them. if only i hear the instructions well, if only! if only i asked madam the instruction again, if only! this is like a free-marks and i did not get it because of my foolish-carelessness! and its Soca. subject that i aimed to score for next quizzes or exam. subject where many unfavorable things happened to my results. 

flashback.

on the first quiz, i aimed to get 8 out of 10 because there was only 1 question that i did not know. but i got 6 over 10. the first question wants me to define sociology TECHNICALLY but i defined it LITERALLY. bcs i did not know the differences before! while i actually have memorized both of them. ah.

for exam, Alhamdulillah the result was okay but it was the lowest mark among any other subjects that i have answered.

for the group assignment, one of our group members did not accomplish to complete her part so we were given sanction for one day late submission. Alhamdulillah, from 2 marks that were going to be deducted, lecturer changed her mind being kind-hearted reducing it to only 1. and Alhamdulillah, the mark is okay but still, there were always something happened that make the marks falled dowwnnn.

and now, this.

this is totally my fault. there is no other solution for this. thats it Farah. nothing can be done to fix this. its.hopeless.

i called Ibu. i cried on the phone. Ibu is the one who i will turned to when im down. it has always been her. eeeverytime. after Allah of course. but that day, it just didn't work. i still felt the same way

Amrah has gone to the dorm. i asked her to. i need time to be alone. i searched for place to cry. 
its almost Maghrib. usually benches are empty on this time. but that day, it were fulled with people. so i went back to dorm. i still want a place to cry! and this is so not the place. malu lah org nmpak. hence, i went to musolla (surau) eventhough it is farrr away from my dorm. 

i entered the musolla. i walked to the front side. i sat down. i, you know what happened next. yes, crying

suddenly, i heard a voice coming from my back

'awak' 
i turned around, i saw Ain. a girl which i barely know, i always saw her at the musolla when i went there studying and yea i did talked to her before and thats it.

'awak ok?' she came closer
'awk, kenapa ni..'

'tak, tadi ..........' the story begins
at first she did not really understand my story so she said 'nevermind, bring liquid next week then padam lah jwpn tu'

'tak boleh, sebab Madam akan tanda yg kita dah jwb dgn pen. so kt boleh jwb yg kosong je. and kt dh jwb almost semua dgn pen. and byk hentam'

'ohh. hmm awk mcm ni. awk call je madam. awk cerita je masalah awk kat madam. lps tu awk merayu2 je lah kat madam minta tlg pape. awk buat dulu. awk jgn putus asa. try dulu'

she urged me to tell Madam though i still feel its useless. bcs my lecturer is quite strict and what i ever think of her answer was 'oh tak boleh nak buat apa lah Farah.. dh jadi camtu kan'
 but i just nodded my head to her

adhan Maghrib echo
she then perform her prayer. i took the abulation and i waited for her to finish. she came to me afterwards

'awk, nak pinjam telekung boleh?'
'sure' 'oh awk, lagi satu, Allah, takkan bagi ujian kat hamba Dia..'

'di luar kemampuannya' i said to my heart what i thought that she was going to say. i am very familiar with the word already

but i was wrong.

'Allah, takkan bagi ujian kat hamba Dia, tanpa sebab' 'semua ni mesti ada sebab. dan sebab tu mesti ada kebaikan dia tau'
i just smile as a symbol of appreciation as thats the only thing that im capable to do now. m heart still, idk, i just dont know how bad i felt that time. its all mixed up. im so weak, ujian mcm ni pon tak boleh nak bear ke Farah. be strong be strong. 

i then, started my prayer. suddenly, someone laid her prayer mat besides mine. and i was about to ruku' and she followed me. means she wanted to do congregational prayer with me! in this condition? seriously? i just, ok, redho Farah. Allah bantu, teruskan. so with 'that' condition, i become the imam. Alhamdulillah, i finished the prayer, do short 'taaruf' with her. when she left, i said my prayer to Allah. to my only Lord. i know He was listening.

i stood up, opened the telekung, walked to Ain.

'nah,saya nak awk dgr lagu ni' she gave me the earphone. 

pls, listen to this song dear readers :)



this is when everything changed. i cried again. more tears rolled down, but this time, i was smiling :)

...to be continue












Friday, August 19, 2011

18 hari berlalu, 12 hari mendatang


kalau aku sempat..


bismillahirrahmanirrohim

Assalamualaikum :)

ana di library lagi utk post ini. ana rindu sgt dekat rumah, tapi ana tak dpt balik minggu ni sebab ana join iftar di masjid UIA Gombak. diorang ckp masjid diorg cantik, lepas tu imam dia pak Arab so rasa suasana mcm kat Mekah. teringin sgt! so dsbbkan tak pernah ke Mekah (yet) , masjid UIA Gombak pon jd lah.. huehue. tapi kena prepare betul2 lah. sbb pak imam sana baca satu muka surat satu rakaat. biasanya kat masjid putra nilai kat sini, kalau buat 8 rakaat hbs around 9.30 tp kalau kat sana add up another one hour. kalau 20 rakaat pula, masjid Gombak selalu hbs dlm 12-12.30. fuh! hebat. kesabaran dan kekuatan jemaah pon harus dipupuk jd hebat! doa doa doa! yea! tp ana selalunya buat 8 je, sbb Nabi kita pon buat 8. hihi :)

okay,. sbnrnya ana nak share cerita seorang editor yg dtg bg talk hari tu. nama beliau... heheehe.
ana tiba2 terlupa tp beliau mmg penulis buku juga. ana ada catit nama beliau tp tak bawa buku tu. takpe, yg penting cerita dia sampai

nama beliau start dgn Z yg pati so ana create nama beliau Zabuddin dulu ok. nanti bila dh tau, ana tukar.

ok, so ceritanya, encik Zabuddin ni mmg seorang yg degil lah dulu. rambut beliau mmg panjang. mmg dah ramai lah yg lecturers semua dah tegur beliau. dan sau hari, principal sendiri tegur :

" zabuddin! kenapa rmbut awk pnjg? saya nak awk potong rmbut awk. fhm?! "

zabuddin pon angguk. tp angguk tak bermakna dia akan buat. angguk hanya dr fizikal, dlm hati? hmm zabuddin masih lagi lah berdegil.. suatu hari, Zabuddin masuk dlm class sorang lecturer dia ni. She is a madam. beliau pon duduk dlm class buat kerja yg kena buat semua.. tiba2 dgr suatu suara kat tlinga kanan dia, lembutt je. 

"zabuddin, rmbut awk panjang. saya nak tgok rmbut awk pendek minggu depan.."

uish, terkejut zabuddin masa tu. tiba2 pula kan Madam ni ada kat belakang. zabuddin pon angguk, mcm biasa lah kan

minggu depan pon sampai. rasanya zabuddin potong tak rambut beliau? ye, jawapannya tidak. memang degil bebenor benor lah.. TAPI, sblm masuk class Madam ni tadi, zabuddin pakai songkok, ke topi, ke songkok. ana tak pasti, and beliau pon masuk2 kan lah rmbut beliau dlm songkok/topi tersebut, the long hair does not look prominent anymore.

bila dh masuk class madam ni, madam tu pon okay je, diam je, takde buat apa. zabuddin fikir. nampaknya madam tak perasan. yeaaa, gembira bebenor lah hati zabuddin. dlm keadaan senang beliau tu, beliau pon buat kerja. tiba2, dr telinga kiri, terdengar suatu suara

"zabuddin, im very sad today.. u try to cheat on me..
u cover your hair with yr songkok/cap.
but its okay. u may lie to me..

but you can never lie to Allah"

bergetarr jiwa zabuddin dgr kata2 madam tadi. tahu apa beliau buat balik tu? beliau terus cari dan masuk kedi gunting rambut. dan keluar dari situ, tiada sehelai rambut pon lagi di kepala beliau. ye, botak sudah.


begitulah ye kawan2, cara2 menegur yg berhemah yg mmg terkesan pd hati yg mendengar. tengok lah pd en zahiruddin yg memang tersangat degil tadi, drpd tak nak potong rmbut lgsung, terus botak stlh ditegur madam tersebut. masyaAllah madam, teringin sekali mempunyai personaliti dan skill macam beliau..


*mungkin semua pelik melihat tarikh ini dipostkan, sepatutnya 18 hb kan. sebenarnya masa ana tgh syok menaip dekat library smlm, tiba2 lagu raihan pon berkumandang dlm library tu, pihak library pasang as a "signal" yg diorang nak tutup library dah. walaupun masa tu baru 4.45, masa library sptutnya tutp ialah 5, so ana pon peduli je lagu raihan yg sedap tu dan terus menaip sampai lah abg library tu dtg dan tutup lampu, satu persatu, dari lampu yg plg jauh dgn ana smpai tnggal lampu kat bhgn ana je. abg tu teruskan lg dgn menutup computer satu persatu dr yg plg jauh smpai yg plg dekat dgn ana. maka dgn itu, ana pon fhm lah maksud pergerakan abg tersebut. baiklah, ana pasrah walaupun belum tepat pukul 5 tp masa pekerja2 di sana juga harus difikrkan, ana save dlm draft dan ana sdg menyambungnya

dan.. PEMBETULAN. nama zabuddin bukan lah zabuddin, tapi - ZAHIRUDDIN ZABIDI.

boleh lah kalau nak try google2 beliau :)

sekian,

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Alhamdulillah


atas segala nikmat and rezeki yg Allah kurniakan sejak dua menjak tak sampai tiga menjak ni :)

Pengalaman itu bukanlah apa yg berlaku pd kita tp apa yg kita lakukan pd apa yg berlaku itu. soo, take a lesson from it my dear family and friends! history does not bound to repeat by itself :)










Friday, August 5, 2011

bismillahirrahmanirrahim


assalmualaikum :)

waktu ni, jam 10.38 pagi, ana dekat library IIUM Nilai. for the first time post blog kat sini. eventhough speed dia agak tak speed, tapi berbaloi lah sebab satu sen pon tak payah keluar hehe.

sebenarnya ana nak minta maaf for my last post. bila ana fikir balik, ana rasa ana agak terlalu straight forward and tak planned betul2 dari segi penulisan and penyampaian tu. plus byk lagi fakta and point yg ana nak masukkan. tapi takpelah, things happened. masa tu memang ana type ikut sedap jari je. memang laju lah jari2 ana menari masa tu sebab masa dah singkat, ana nak kena balik Nilai balik. 'balik Nilai balik"? ha. i mean from rumah to nilai again la. but ana nak emphasize kat sini yg ana bukanlah anti perkauman ke apa. oh tidak sama sekali. ana sendiri pon merasai sifat assabiyah ni. ha jgn salah fhm ye. assabiyah bukan bererti assabiyah yg keterlaluan tu. ni assabiyah yg semua org rasa. 'Assabiyah' dlm Kitab Al Ibar karangan Ibn Khaldun ada dua jenis: satu baik satu buruk assabiyah yg ana maksudkan ni yg baik and mmg berlaku in evryone's daily life. for example, lets say you tinggal dlm dorm. in your dorm ada 16 org. and as times flies by mestilah you and all your dormmates know each other and be friends, makan gelak sama2. and one day, ada budak luar kacau one of yr dormmates ke, mesti you pon terasa juga bahang dia kan. rasa nak sound ke belasah apa kan. ceh. jgn buat jgn buat. and tiba2 ada org dr dorm lain main masuk je dorm korang, mesti ada rasa smthng kan, like, hey you, this is our territory. jgn pandai2 eh. haa kan. pdhal sbnrnya dorm tu u punya sekolah or universty yg punya. so lebih kurang mcm tu lah contoh dia. hope you get the point ;)

lepas tu, ana nak bagi tahu satu benda. ana planned dgn sorang shbat kesayangan ana, Siti Naquiah  a.k.a goya (sila kembangkan hidung kalau empunya nama sdg baca :P). kitorang nak create our blog. dekat situ kitorang nak mcm, share lah apa yg kitorang dpt and pgetahuan yg insyaAllah boleh beri kebaikan kpd yg membaca. tapi ana nak tunggu ada sendiri punya lappy first baru buat kot. pasal kalau tak susah ma. takkan nak pergi cc je evrytime. 'kach$ng2' keluar siapa nak masukkan balik? hehe. kena berjimat la. lgpon lptop tu mmg satu keperluan kan. nak buat presenatation assignment semua. so abah.. hehehe

um, last but not least, um, ana kan sebenarnya kalau boleh, insyaAllah tak mo guna nama ana la kan. tp ana tak jumpa lg nama or apa2 lah gelaran yg boleh ganti nama ana. kalau ada yg, dikurniakan Allah dgn akal yg kreatif tu, boleh lahh kalau mcm nak sumbang2 idea kee kan. hehe. ee segan pula cmni. takpelah. segan2.

okay, sekian.

JGN LUPA SOLAT TERAWIH AND BACA AYAT2 ALLAH YE SEMUA. and of course, others ibadah :)
may Allah bless us

assalamualaikum