life isn't always bed of roses

Hi. im now writing in english to improve my bad-bad english language. father keeps telling me all these pros and never any cons about doing tessels after SPM since me either is clueless about my future dream. i can sense that he wants me to be a teacher, an english teacher, by far. english is damn important nowadays la wei, even my achik whose age is around 30 somethang paid for an english class. aku tak tahu lah anak2 murid aku nanti paham ke idok aku ajar. so for you guys who is reading my posts, you can actually betulkan all my grammatical error. just dont be sarcastic. 
(sebenarnya saya sgt meminati bahasa melayu, dari sekolah rendah lagi sbb tu saya suka gila Zahiril Adzim punya blog walaupun sgt lah bermadahpuitis tp saya rasa bhs melayu itu indah. sgt. tp entahlah. kalau nak tahu masa sekolah rendah markah bm saya tinggi2 tu pasal lah boleh cucuk2 jarum dgn cikgu Zarina guru BM, kalau buat salah buat muka kesian mesti berkesan xD  kalau tak percaya cuba pergi sktm2 dekat papan kenyataan blok b kot tingkat 3, nanti nampak kertas bm saya, bangga gila weh sampai skrg ada :')

okay back to this mat-salleh language, i just realized this feelings of mine towards art. head over heels. i love to DO arts, and not just see them, i feel them . chet! over gila haha here are some of my masterpiece 

there! haha well actually there is just a masterpiece of mine and some pictures of it. cantik kan :D

tomorrow is softball tournament and surprisingly im in it. wish us luck guys, to be humble, we need it. haha no, seriously, im shaking in my shoes. and in a long run, i am so going to miss our coach, c.Din. since im quite close to him and he is this type who always cracks up jokes and all the things that came from him is very useful for us though sometimes its quite makan dalam lah der. i still remember when he ask me to change my 'kasut but' after we finished our game and i just couldnt find it anywhere, i was all over the place dgn muka cuak tiba coach, eh ni apa, sambil pegang selipar yg hilang tadi. haha haih, im going to hit the hay now, and soon, im dead to the world, goodnight fellas, this is another boring post from me

pictures' lie. i am no longer that white, sob :,( 
my loved ones

'In this job we need someone who is responsible.'

' I'm the one you want. On my last job, every time anything went wrong, they said I was responsible'

it was a tiring day for all of us

Qis, Azila and me were busy disturbing Amir in the physics lab. Amir somehow is a romantic person okay, the way he speaks and treats others shows it all. ceh ceh, Amir kau jgn nak bangga lbh2 eh.

kitorang : Amir2, kau suka prmpuan yg mcm mana eh?

Amir : ummm apa korang ni tye soalan cmni. okaylah, first, aku nak dia lagi pendek drpd aku

(masa ni muka Qis dah hampa dah haha dan aku dgn Azila dah mcm berdiri sebelah dia buat2 rendah, or, mmg rendah pon haha smbil ckp ada can ada can, and Qis, too bad)

kitorang : lagi Mir lagi

Amir : um, aku tak nak yg kepoh sgt lah

(okaaaay masa ni semua dh mcm tunduk sedih pilu, hampaa)

kitorang : yg tu tak campur lah Mir, lagi2

ha lagii dah tak ingat dah, tp kitorang mcm evrytime dia ckp karakter prmpuan idaman dia tu, kitorang pon terus berubah perwatakan straaaaight mcm prmpuan idaman yg dia nak tu haha one word, poyo. kan. but actually Amir kitorang yg paksa2 dia bgtahu, jgn salah anggap dia pula ye :)


oh we also asked him of wht does he feels abt us (ni pon kitorang paksa juga hehe), kau rasa Farah ni cmne Mir. and guess apa dia ckp.

Farah nii, dia mcm happy go lucky ah.

pastu Mir pastu

ummm, dia cam cute2 sikit

 HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!  yg ituu straight dr hati dia eh, tiada paksaan sama-sekali

(korang rasa apa motif post ini?) :P

this is random. forgive my grammatical error

today is my first day sotballing on 2010. OTK (Oh Tuhan Ku) or OMG i really suppose to come earlier because it was hell lot of fun. hell lot of fun. you really should understand the feeling when someone repeat wht they are saying two times, do you? i mean you betterr. i laughed the hell out of me through the day, i practised much with Hazmy, Fatin, Syed and Faiz. and they said my throwing was good hehe but i suck in catching, haha sumpah lawak gila kalau korang tengok. its raining and the field looks like what ah? baru lepas banjir. ha tak reti aku nak sebut. our feet is totally weeetttt. smbil main rasa mcm tgh rendam kaki kat tioman tahu tak. blah blah blah blahhh I JUST CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW (!) softballers here i come, im gonna rock you. ceh. hopefully the weather is doing fine. haha biasanya kan org tye how are you? oh im doing fine


i read Fifah's blog just now and she showed her tuition's schedule and expressing her tired-ness and stuff. well just look at mine. 

there you go. haaah kalau Fifah punya tu pon dia dah penat now tell me what should i define schedule yg penuh mcm ni. tak campur lagi dgn kelas tambahan Sir Ven every friday and saturday. and belum masuk lagi kelas tassawur every wednesday's night. very-the-cannot to be defined right?


things that are happening this week
-i had blast with my family and friends. i feel awesome when im with them, and sometimes i do feel that i dont need a boyfriend. i got enough loves from my loved ones, Alhamdulillah :,) thank you guys
-i cried a lot this week.i just dont know why, i get offended easily these days. now i understand what Teacher Fidzah had told us abt the fear we should feel when we are too happy bcs usually somethings bad is going to happen next. so, dont be happy. i mean like, TOO happy, okay ?
-i missed Sarah Ahmad Izuddin badly


i just couldnt write more bcs abang is very annoying right now. so goodnight fellas, have a sweet dream (walaupun korang baca waktu tengahari tapi time aku menulis ni tengah malam jadi, selamat malam)



and dont get too happy

tolong titikberatkan pada Huruf besar itu ye

i am currently wearing school's uniform and look at the time now. and oh I AM NOT SMELLY (!)

um well, not really. hehe. i miss online-ing. which defines chatting, youtube-ing, blogging, fb-ing and sorry ah i got no formspring. well not yet. tengoklah nanti kalau rajin. lagipon skrg byk manusia2 yg dengki suka kutuk dkt formspring kan. come on lah wei, walaupun aku suka jgk kutuk2 orang tp agak2 ah der. nak kutuk pon jgn lah lupa tekan anonymous tu tak pasal2 nak malukan orang kau sendiri yang malu. (jap ni mcm lbh kpd mgajar je?)


okay screw that. hari tu kan masa pergi WW kakak waiter dtg bagi menu, tiba nampak nametag dia yg tertulis -nabila- jd sy scr tdk sgaja dan tidak tahu malunya menegur kkk tersebut sbb nama dia sedap. nabila, hm sama mcm nama saya hehe cuma nama saya tmbah H kat blkg.


kkk tu pon jwb : ye ke, orangnya pon manis je.

haha gila bangga kan tiba2 org ckp cmtu mmg akn terkembang kempis di mana2 namun tidak, kkk tu tak ckp mcm tu pon sbnrnya. haha dan sy tak ingat pon apa kkk tu jwb sbnrnya. 


lepas tu saya balik rumah.

lepas tu kakak saya pon balik. dah lah kakak sy blk bwk starbucks yg mocha kot dlm dia ada biji2 katanya chocolate chips tp mcm lain je tp tak kisah lah janji sedap. (eh bygkan pekerja2 dia buat ikar mcm ikrarSPM tu  tp ikrar dia berbunyi mcm saya berjanji bhw sy akn mencuba sedaya upaya utk bancuh air dgn sedap kalau tak sedap saya kena habiskan. eh kalau mcm tu tiap2 hari saya buat air tak sedap lah, jimat skt, bos boleh tapau sekali tak? ish sorry merapik)

lepas tu kakak saya pokpek2

'hm tadi atin beli air ni, tau tak nama pkrja tu pon kat nametag dia Fatin juga pastu atin pon tegurlah blablablaa..'

OKAY KONKLUSINYA KORANG TAK RASA MCM WOW KE ? (!)

(pasal kejadian yg samaa menimpa ktorang dan reaksi dia menegur pekerja tu pon sama. TAK RASA WOOOW KEEEE?!)

BLURRY BLURRY BOO

hahhh lamaanya tak blogging. rasa janggal pula. mcm ih ih? sbnrnya nak ckp eh tepi tsalah eja jd ih. tengok tengok. tapi pon blh jd tepi. hm jakun gila nk pgg keyboard ni mcm HABVSKFSLFNALBJB AAAAA haha boleh fhm kan perasaanya di situ? penat gila baca entry followed bloggers. plg penat nak baca,zezana tu ha punya. bpk belambak. kau update tiap2 hari apa?  tiba dia jwb: ish mana adaa, tiap2 minit je. haha okay tak, abaikan lwk kampung itu. cita2 utk minggu ini dr segi blogging adalah utk menulis dlm bahasa inggeris, konon2 latihan buat krgan lah (pdhal alasan en tak nak buat latihan essay dlm buku) jd slps ini saya akan menulis dalam bhs inggeris. be ready guys. ha see, told you im writing in english after thiss. dan hanya selepas itu lah, lepas 'slps itu' bm balik haha crappp

nak blog pasal apa eh?

um, patutnya skrg ni kena bersiap pergi latihan softball tapi malas sebabb, malas. lgpon skrg tgh lepas rindu dgn computer ni haaa. oh ya! semalam first time hangOUT dgn farha dan nini together. dan sgt sdih bila terlupa nak bwk camera :,(  impian dpt direalisasikan juga bila dpt masuk berkaraoke smlm, hehe selendang leopard print ku atau selendang bercorak harimau bintang (?) smlm tak nakal, cantik je awning mcm syok gila jd bila balik bagi gula2, eh apa ni, bila blk sangkut elok2 kemas2 ibu pon masuk bilik baru nak buka mulut cover buat2 menguap. haha okay takde motif. (dan crta psl ibu tu imagination je :P) ala tak tahu lah nak blog psl paaa



Syed tiba text

Farah, aku x tau nk ckp mcm mana. tp aku x leyh simpan lama perasaan ni. aku dah lama suka kat kau.

Farah reply

Aku tampar kau kang

Dan mereka pon berbalas2 sms

Im not joking

 Well me too ha kang dgn sepak terajang skli aku bgii AKU TGH MKN AHHH

Hari2 pergi rumah Saiful, kau dah terkena april fool 

tah pape kan budak ni. Akak gelak gila baca yg last tu. okay BYE!



joke for todayy

 'What kind of person is your new boyfriend? Is he respectable? asked the father. 

Of couse he is, dad. He is thrifty,doesn't drink or smoke, has a very nice wife and three well-behaved children.'